“like a humming bird in flight, you are hovering, hovering around me, when grow near you fly away… don’t fly away.” -Alex Clare
its okay.
for my sake i let you go.
i’m happy i met you, and i’m happy i loved you.
I don’t know what we are now or what i want from you, i can’t even tell if we can call it a friendship.
Its more just like a heartache but a dulling one at that.
And i feel stupid for letting you get control of what wasn’t yours to take.
My heart.
but i have it back now. and i’m moving on.
so thank you for being that flame that put me on the right track.
I’m happier now than i’ve been for a while. and day by day its less and less of a struggle.
A battle with my head and my heart. its all mine now. and you’ll never take it again.
we are what we were. passion that burned but slowly faded away.
i love you.
beautiful words from a beautiful soul
“I want raging nights; lit only by the city, bonfires and cigarettes. I want sun-kissed mornings; breezy and free and only interrupted by the voices of lovers and friends.” -all of us
words…
Happy? I’ve fallen for you. and I keep on falling down. Deeper in love with you. and its not even real. Its a portrait of something i want, just to escape the reality that is my life. I can’t have you. and i won’t have you now. This isn’t me. I don’t want you to have me like this. This is a sad excuse of person I’m really not. I can be so much more. I am so much more. More than you’ll ever know. You have my heart. You stole it. And it wasn’t yours to take. I want it back…
Alex Clare: I won’t let you down
Just another grey autumn day
You’re the sunshine trying to break through
No I never imagine that my path would lead to you
A look in your eyes as they met mine
Seem to say we’re the same
In so many ways
Though we’re worlds apart
I will promise you
I won’t let you down
No I won’t let you down
There are so many reasons to keep us apart
But it won’t stop me losing
My mind or my heart
What would I give
To touch your hand
Oh just feel your skin
I’d breathe you in
Could this ever be
You’ll be next to me
No I won’t let you down
No I won’t let you down
I know myself so well
But I’ve never been here before
You’re just out of my reach
But I will be here
Of that you can be sure
Can be sure
It’s another grey autumn day
You’re the sunshine trying to break through
I can only imagine that I’m walking with you
I realise if you were mine
We may fall apart
Oh you’d have my heart
There’s too many things between you and me
No I won’t let you down
No I won’t let you down
No I won’t I won’t let you down
No I won’t let you down
No I won’t I won’t let you down
No I won’t I won’t let you down
No I won’t I won’t let you down
No I won’t let you down
it sucks to be in love with a guy you can’t have completely.
loveee herr
